When I think about Taylor Twellman, I actually feel only one thing, admiration. I never knew him as the five-time MLS All-Star who was the league MVP in 2005, nor the guy who scored 101 goals in eight years and also had six goals in 30 appearances with the U.S. national team. I was out of country, so to speak, or at least highly focused on football in other countries. But what I did know was that he had suffered from a fate that all athletes dread.